21 Questions

(1). Why it is so easy for someone to help another, but they do not allow help for themsleves?

(2). Why is it that when we are in the same vicinity I am exilirated to be in your presence but I feel that you're only there because you say you're a friend and thats what friends do. Not because you want to be there,

(3). How come although I ask often ' whats wrong' or 'are you okay?' you always say 'I'm fine' when its clear that you have something on your mind that concerns you.

(4). How can you be an "open book" as you say when you make it difficult for me to sit and read.

(5). No one told me that I was a wizard or an enchanted fairy with special powers that allow me to read minds, So how do I know what it was I did wrong if you do not tell me. Yes I love that openness but be upfront with me, be honest, be real. No hidden pretenses or hidden messages. Say whats on your mind tell me how you feel.

(6). Why is it that when I am around you sometimes I feel like I am walking on egg shells. For fear that I may say or do something that may upset you.

(7). Do you like me as you say or are you just tolerating me because you feel some type of pity for me.

(8). How come I am never allowed to comfort you or help when you need it? Are my arms not  what you want to hold and comfort you?

(9). Why do people tell you they want one thing but they want something completely different and when you do give them what they ask you for you are left hurting because they closed you out because you did not give them what they refuse to tell you what they really wanted. once again < no special mind reading powers>

(10).Tell me how you really feel not just parts of those feelings but every bit of them you have my word that those feelings will never be abused.

(11).Tell me what you think when you look at me, I mean really look at me and see me for who I am.

Yes I may try too hard sometimes, Yes I may love too soon and Yes I may even want more than I should when it comes to certain things but that who I am. I never claimed to be perfect nor do I want to be.

(12).Tell me if I have overstepped any boundries that you may have, tell me what I did wrong.

I know that I have broken a couple of my own rules but I have to come to grips with that all on my own.

(13).Is this friendship/relationship <whatever its called> too tasking or difficult to deal with?

(14).How can I make you as happy as you've made me? Is it even possible?

(15).What can I say or do to put a smile on your face?

(16).I made a decision to give you my heart, was that a mistake on my part?

I do care for you, I do like being with you, I do have some unexplainable love for you and I am in a way attached to you. I am comfortable around you and I like it.

(17).How do you really feel about me?

(18).Am I too emotional for you to deal with?

(19).What is it about me that you dislike?

(20).Is there any regrets in meeting me?

I am not demanding answers for any of these questions. What I am doing is putting out a plea for the answers. All these questions can be answered if this one specific question could be answered.